trust no one but yourself. cynical? yeah, all from personal experience.
2nd chances are total bullshit. no ones going to be appreciative. They just take it as an opportunity to fuck you up all over again. This is the last straw for me. I'm done trusting & caring for the wrong people from now on. You think it's fun being me? Letting you bring my hopes up again and then for you to trample all over them? & then after that, it becomes my fault for being unreasonable? You think I'm having so much fun finding out? You think it doesn't hurt? I'm not happy. Not one bit. & I'm tired from all these deception. I wasn't even worth your courage and morals to tell me the truth. I'm exhausted from trying so hard. I don't know what to do anymore. I need a break.
